You arrange the books again. You tap the light switch three times. You re-read the paragraph until it settles something inside you. And then — not long after — that unsettled feeling comes back. It's not that you don't know it's irrational. You do. But knowing doesn't stop it. If that loop sounds familiar, you're not alone, and you're not broken. Symmetry and "just right" OCD is one of the most common — and most misunderstood — forms of the disorder. Sindhia Shyras, APRN, a board-certified Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner with over nine years of experience, works with people across Meriden and Connecticut who are stuck in exactly this cycle. Getting the right support changes things. It really does.
Symmetry OCD isn't about being tidy or organized. It's about a feeling — an internal sense of wrongness that shows up when something is off, and doesn't let go until the ritual is done. Maybe it's objects that have to be evenly spaced. Maybe it's doing something on both sides of your body. Maybe it's re-reading, re-writing, or re-checking until the words or actions feel settled. The compulsions bring relief — but only for a moment. Then the trigger hits again. And again. People in Meriden who live with this often describe it as exhausting in a way that's hard to explain to someone who hasn't experienced it. You're not being dramatic. That exhaustion is real.
At Elite Health LLC, OCD treatment starts with a real evaluation — not a five-minute check-in. Sindhia takes the time to understand what your OCD actually looks like day to day: what triggers it, what compulsions you rely on, how long you've been dealing with it, and how much of your life it's taking up. From there, she works with you on a plan. For many people with OCD, that includes medication — SSRIs at therapeutic doses specifically for OCD are often significantly higher than what's used for anxiety or depression, and getting that right matters. She'll also talk with you about exposure and response prevention therapy, explain how it works, and help you access that support alongside medication management. You don't have to walk this alone or figure it out by Googling at midnight.
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